| I fucking hate the way I'm feeling because my fucking life's not changing |
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[Sun, May 1st, 05 @ 5:11pm] |
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New El jay guys.
Go add ___track11 or die.
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[Sat, Apr 30th, 05 @ 9:50pm] |

Join now bitches.
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[Wed, Apr 27th, 05 @ 5:12pm] |
I'm with Caro on this one, I HATEEEEEEEEEEE this girl. And don't get on my back about it, because I'll just kill you.


HATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. Fuck El Jay cuts. And Benjis a jerk, I'm mad at him, and I want to slap him. HARD.
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[Wed, Apr 27th, 05 @ 4:28pm] |
I just copied this from Miss Caros journal, because it basically says everything I want to say but I don't want to type it out because I'm so fucking upset over all of it. And don't laugh at me for being this upset, because I will hunt you down and rip out all your reproductive organs at this point.
So I'm almost sure Chris is gone for sure. GC did a free show in NYC last night, and they were selling merch, and all of the shirts and stuff that had GC on it, well Chris was edited out. :"( I'm really going to miss that guy. I hope everything's okay with him. Also, there are rumors going on saying Benji and Rin broke up. Someone said they saw Benji like making out with a model or something backstage at that show...and it wasn't Rin. I know it sounds like it's just some bullshit someone made up, and I really hope it is. It better be. Everything is like crashing down. -curls up in a ball and rocks back and forth- This all better be fake. Especially everything regarding Rinji. Rinji can't die. No no no. -goes into denial-
( RIP Rinji/Chris )
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[Tue, Apr 26th, 05 @ 9:48pm] |
I just finished doing a FULL system recovery on my computer, meaning I lost everything. That means I've lost all my GC media I've collected over the last year from when I lost it before, all my icons, all my school shit, and all my CONCERT PICTURES/VIDEOS I'VE TAKEN SENSE DECEMBER
That really sucks, but at least this thing WORKS now. I'm sure I'll get over all of that, eventually. Until than you can all listen to me complain, because you love me. ♥
That's all.
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[Mon, Apr 25th, 05 @ 9:24pm] |
Today was the first day back to school, and I was not pleased. Basically I woke up and glared at my alarm clock for 15 minutes before dragging my ass out of bed. I guess I thought glaring at it would make it stop going off? Yeah, didn't work.
But I was kind of in a odd mood all day, because I kept worrying about things and as LAME as it may sound I was really getting worked up about the possibility of Chris really being gone. [/I'm lame] But anywho, new icon ^.^ You know when said I hated trucker wannabe Benji? I lied, big time.
But there's new pictures of Joel and Hilary and Joel is wearing quite possibly the UGLYEST sweater/jacket I have ever seen. Joel what we're you thinking? Ahaha. ( Bad sweater/jacket pictures ) Now that I think about it, Hilarys jacket ain't all that flattering either. The Duff makes my pants sad, but if he's happy, whatever.
There's new pictures of Le Banjamin too, I think people are following him around now thinking he's Joel ahaha, considering if you go to the website tag and type in 'Joel Madden' you get these pictures :-/ But he's wearing JEANS. SKAJDFKASJDFHJKASDFHASDF. My lord he's gorgeous. ( Banjooooo ♥ ) That lady looks slightly confused haha. Oh man, I love them <3333
And yeah, that's all, my lifes boring.
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[Sun, Apr 24th, 05 @ 9:11pm] |
Your Taste in Music:
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| Punk: Medium Influence | | 80's Alternative: Low Influence | | 90's Alternative: Low Influence | | Ska: Low Influence |
Ahaha uh, duh?
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[Sun, Apr 24th, 05 @ 1:56pm] |
Beckys party was fun, and I took tons of pictures but I'm too lazy to upload them at the moment. Blue Man Group was awesome too, at one point they brought out this little boombox and started playing the Sex pistols. I got all excited. :mellow:
And Mr. Hughes name was put on the little thingy migger before the show started. Now my mom's on a cleaning spree and I don't really appreciate it all that much. And yeah, I'm done.
I think I'mma make a new lj, but I'm not sure yet.
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| Bordem hit, so I stole this from Liz. |
[Mon, Apr 18th, 05 @ 5:29pm] |
I AM: Filling this out and on GCMB. I WANT: The board to work so I can go in my Banjo thread. I HAVE: Scarred a 13 year old. I WISH: The board was working. I HATE: Time changes, all my homiez aren't online now because of them :( I MISS: Um, nothing? I FEAR: Nothing right now. I HEAR: Gob playing on my iTunes. I SEARCH: Uh, I'm not searching for anything. I WONDER: Ahahahahahaha, I wonder about alot of things. I REGRET: Alot of things. I LOVE: Ahem, Good Charlotte :shady: I ACHE: My ovaries ache. I AM NOT: Sad? I DANCE: Bad. I SING: Bad. I CRY: Sometimes. I AM NOT ALWAYS: Nice? I WRITE: Sometimes. I CONFUSE: Alotttt of people. I NEED: A Good Charlotte concert, like now. I SHOULD: Start on my math project, my health goal, amd my film studies project, but I don't want to. I'll do them Sunday. YOU GET EMBARRASSED WHEN: I don't really get all that embarrassed often. WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY: Music, Banjo/Rinji Sex :o WHAT UPSETS YOU: The board dying >.<
Yes or no... -You keep a diary: I keep this online journal thingy. -You like to cook: AHAHAHAHAHAHA, funny. -You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: Yup. -You bite your fingernails: Guilty. -You believe in love: Sure. I don't believe it's all that possible at my age though. Who is...? -The weirdest person you know: Bahahaha, I could name quite a couple people <3 -The loudest person you know: Um, me. :mellow: -Your really close friends: Emilie, Kristen, Kristin, Becky, Maggie, yeah, basically I'm pretty close to all of my friends. I trust easily. -The person that knows the most about you: Emilie and Kristin. Emilie knows more though, because well she does see me practically EVERYday. What is...? -Your most overused phrase in IMs: Ahahahaahahaha. -The last image/thought you go to sleep with: :mellow: I cannot release such information. -Your best feature: Um, personality? -Favorite inside joke: Oh My God Theres Yogurt.
Do You...? Take a shower everyday: Most of the time. Or it's every other day. Have a (any) crush (es): Nah. Think you know you've been in love: Hell no. Want to get married: Someday possibly. Have any tattoos/where: Not yet, I really want some, but I'mma have to be knocked out when I get one. I dislike needles alot. Piercings/where?: Just my ears. I'mma get my lip pierced on the left side once I'm 18 though. Get motion sickness: I have before, I don't really anymore though. ONLY IN EMILIES CAR BECAUSE IT'S EVIL. Think you're a health freak: Are you kidding me? Fuck no. Get along with your parents: PARENT. And yeah, I guess unless I'm you know being a typical asshole of a teenager, which is most often what I'm being. Like thunderstorms: Love em. WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK OF Ryan: Joels middle bname, even though I don't think it is. Rob: Kid at school. Dan: Kid at school. Tiffany: Emilies friend. Paul: Ahahaha, everyone should know what came to mind at that one. Paulyyyy <3 John: Lola Ray James: Lola Ray again Billy: Again, you kids should know. Nick: Mest. Patrick: That's what I was gonna be named if I popped out with a dick instead of a cunt. :mellow: Kim: I love that name.
( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... ) CRIED? Nope. HELPED SOMEONE? I helped my mom in the garden. BOUGHT SOMETHING? Nah. GONE TO THE MOVIES? Nah. GONE OUT FOR DINNER? Nope. SAID I LOVE YOU? Yup. WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? Nope. TALKED TO AN EX? I have an EX? Enlighten me. WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? Uh, hellooooo! TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON? Nope. HAD A SERIOUS TALK? That depends on your definition of serious. MISSED SOMEONE? Nope. HUGGED SOMEONE? Nope. FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? Jokingly. And it's PARENT. At LEAST for a couple more months it is. FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? Nope.
Would You Ever... Eat a bug? I bet I have, so sure. Bungee jump? Sure. Hang glide? Sure. Kill someone? No. Have sex with someone of the same sex? Can't say I swing that way yo. Parachute from a plane? No, sounds fun though, too bad I.HATE.PLANES. Walk on hot coals? Sure. Go out with someone for their looks? Uh,Duh course, I'm shallow. For their reputation? Now I'm not THAT shallow. Be a vegetarian? Maybe someday. Wear plaid with stripes? Course. IM a stranger? Dude, that's my hobby. Sing karaoke? I've done that already, gosh. Shoplift? Done that before too. Run a red light? I bet there's a good possibility that will occur. Dye your hair blue? if it would look decent. Be on Survivor? Noooo way.
i n f o r m a t i o n : Name: Katie. Single or taken: Single. Sex: Female. Birthday: March 19th 1989 Siblings: I guess you could say that creature who sleeps in my old room is my sister. Hair color: Red with blackish brownish and blonde streaks. Eye color: Hazel Shoe size: I think it's 8, I wouldn't know, I've had the same shoes for the past year or so. Height: 5'3/5'4 I think f a s h i o n | s t u f f Where is your favorite place to shop: I don't know, I'm cheap. Any tattoos or piercings: Would I ever get any done? Yes, I want tattoos and I want my lip pierced, but nothing yet. f a v o r i t e s : Color: Yellow Food: Alfredo Pasta. Boys names: Holden/Benjamin Girls names: Elly/Madison/Karie Animals: Eh. Sports: Does running count? :unsure: h a v e | y o u | e v e r : Given anyone a bath?: I bet I have Smoked?: Nah. Bungee jumped?: Nope. Made yourself throw up?: Nope. Skinny dipped?: Nope. Ever been in love?: Hell nah. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Course. That's just a given. Pictured your crush naked?: :mellow: Actually seen your crush naked?: No. Cried when someone died?: Yes. Lied? Yes. Fallen for your best friend?: Oh yes, Emilies hot, didn't you know? Been rejected?: Probably. Rejected someone?: I don't know. Used someone?: Nah. Done something you regret?: Most likely.
c u r r e n t : Clothes: Socks, gray shorts, white long sleeve shirt. Make-up: None. Smell: Sorry, I don't smell myself. Favorite group/artist: Uh Good Charlotte, duh. Desktop picture: BANJOLE. Book you're reading: I'm not reading a book. In CD player: Um I think it's Relient K, but I'm listening to my iTunes on my computer yo. In DVD player: Probably the Good Charlotte Brixton DVD or something. Oh wait I lied, it's TYATH Dual Disc.
l a s t | p e r s o n : You touched: I don't touch people, I feel people. Ahahahahahahahahahahaa. Hugged: My mom. Aww. You IMed: Anna/Nicola/Krisse. You yelled at: My sister.
d o | y o u | e v e r : Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: No, but I do stay on the internet the majority of the night. Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: Fuck yes. Wish you were younger: No way. Cry because someone says something to you?: I bet I have.
F i n a l | Q u e s t i o n s : Do you like fillings these out?: Would I be filling it out if I didn't? Gold or silver?: Silver. What was the last film you saw at the movies?: I can't remember that far back. Favorite cartoon?: I don't watch cartoons. What did you have for breakfast this morning?: Chocolate milk and a cimmamin bun. Could you live without your computer?: No.Way.In.Hell.I.Would.Shoot.Myself.And.Die. Would you color your hair?: I have before. Could you ever get off the computer?: Well I do sometimes, but it takes alot of effort to draw myself away from this thing. Habla espanol: Uh French > Spanish, thanks buddy. How many people are on your buddy list?: I can't add anymore people on it without deleting someone. >.< Drink alcohol?: No, that stuff tastes like shit runover twice.
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[Mon, Apr 18th, 05 @ 11:35am] |
Ahahahahaha look:
 He peeked. Ahahahahaha.
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[Sat, Apr 16th, 05 @ 11:25pm] |
OMGRINJI.
Ahaha, it's true, that's my new sn. IM me fools.
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[Sat, Apr 16th, 05 @ 12:24pm] |
--FAVORiTES-- [x] Number: 11 [x] Letter: I don't have one. [x] Toy: Toy? [x] Movie: Plesantville [x] T.V show: I don't really watch t.v. [x] Shoes: Converse [x] Clothing: I don't know. [x] Cologne/Perfume: Yeah, don't know. [x] Song: Screamer - Good Charlotte [x] Candy: No idea. [x] Food: Alfredo Pasta [x] Singer: Gwenny Gwen Gwen <3 [x] Group: Group? I don't like that word. [x] Type of music: I don't prefer one genre over the other. [x] Hangout: Dunno. [x] Fastfood Restaurant: Wendys [x] Season: Fall. [x] Day: Dunno. [x] Weekday: Saturday [x] Month: August/September [x] Shampoo: I don't know. [x] Deodorant: Dunno. [x] Car: Dunno. [x] Country: Japan. [x] State: I dunno. [x] Boy's name: Holden. [x] Girl's name: Elly. [x] Music video: No idea. [x] Word: Lame [x] Swear word: Um, does cunt count?
--WHATS THE FiRST THiNG YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU HEAR: --
[x] George Bush: Monkey. [x] Laguna Beach: Show. [x] Jessica Simpson: Blonde. [x] Hilary Duff: Die. [x] Britney Spears: Prego. [x] Fuck: Me. [x] Orange: Soda. [x] Love: Something. [x] Gay: Word. [x] Donut: Boston Cream. [x] Water: Cold.
--THiS OR THAT--
[x] Rock or Rap: Rock. [x] Rap or Pop: Rap. [x] Rock or Pop: Rock. [x] R&B or Rock: Rock. [x] Metal or Rock: Rock. [x] Pop or R&B: Pop. [x] Pop or Metal: Metal. [x] Rap or R&B: Rap. [x] Britney or Christina: Oh lordy, I'll say Christina just for Emilie. [x] Hilary or Lindsay: Lindsay [x] Chad Michael Murray or Jude Law: Jude Law. [x] Gay or Lesbian: Uh, the fuck? [x] Usher or Justin Timberlake: Neither. [x] Basketball or baseball: Neither. [x] Pen or pencil: Pencil [x] Skateboard or rollerblade: Neither. [x] Ski or snowboard: Ski. [x] Me or you: Me. [x] Dora or Blue: Wah? [x] Red or Blue: Red.
--THOUGHTS--
[x] What do you think about gay/lesbian people: Why should I be thinking about them as if their a different species or something? Their people, leave it at that, they don't need the labels either. [x] George Bush: Monkey. [x] Suicide: Bad. [x] Boy bands: Ahaha, funny. [x] The color pink: Pretty.
whats the first word that comes to mind when you hear.... [x] American Idol- Show. [x] The Hobbit- Feet. [x] Jay-Z- 99 problemsss. [x] Orange juice- Gross. [x] Birds- Loud. [x] Elle Woods ((legally blonde))- Funny. [x] Zoolander- Mills Family Movie. [x] sex- Nice. [x] shit- Stain. [x] microphone- Um, sing? [x] dogs- Furry. [x] july 6th- Um, date? [x] bitch- Fuck. [x] spandex- No. [x] christina aguilera- Singer. [x] British accents- Ahaha, Good Charlotte bootlegs. :mellow: [x] Abercrombie models- Ew. [x] dashboard confessional- EMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
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| Stole this from Carooo <3 |
[Thu, Apr 14th, 05 @ 6:35pm] |
1. First name? Kathryn. 2. Were you named after anyone? Yeah, Katherine Hepern, yet my names spelt differently? My mom's odd. 3.Do you wish on stars? I did once. 4. When did you last cry? I don't know, I don't keep track of that stuff. 5. Do you like your handwriting? Sometimes. 6. What is your favorite lunchmeat? I've never been asked that one before, and uh, I don't know. 7. What is your birth date? March 19th. 8. What is your most embarassing CD? I don't know, I'm not embarrassed by any of them. 9. If you were another person, would you be friends with you? Couldn't tell ya. 10. Are you a daredevil? Depends I guess. 11. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? I don't think so actually. 12. Do looks matter? Um, I don't know, sometimes I guess they do. 13. How do you release anger? I bitch. Sometimes I just stay in my room and blast my music and sing along to it, or I go for a walk and listen to my iPod. 14. Where is your second home? Emilies house. 15. Do you trust others too easily? I don't know, doesn't everyone? I think that's a subconcious thing. 16. What was your favorite toy as a child? Ha, you think I remember that? 17. What class in high school do you think was totally useless? Gym, come on dude, we don't need Gym anymore, really we're good. 18. Do u have a journal? What do you think this is? 19. Do you use sarcasm? Yes. 20. Favorite movie(s)? Pleasantville, Donnie Darko, Napoleon, Spiderman, etc. 21. What are your (acceptable) nicknames? Lockwood, Locker, Lockmonster, Barnicle, Cupcake, Locks, Locko, Katie Kittycat Lockermonster (I so messed that one up, sorry Maggie :p) 22. Would you bunjee jump? Sure. 23. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? No. 24. Do you think that you are strong? That depends on what type of strength your talking about, physically or mentally? 25. What is your favorite ice cream flavour? Mint Chocolate Chip. 26. Shoe size? 8. 27. What are your favorite colours? Yellow/Black/Red 28. What is your least favorite thing about yourself? I don't know, I bet there's a couple things. 29. Who do you miss most? What am I supposed to be missing? 30. Do you think everyone you sent this to will send it back? I'm not sending it to anyone. 31. What are you listening to right now? Relient K. 32. Last thing you ate? Ice Cream. 33. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be? How the fuck should I know? I never understand questions like that. Shouldn't the question be 'Why would you even want to be a crayon?' 34. What is the weather like right now? Sunny, it's really pretty and nice out actually. 35. Last person you talked to on the phone? My mom called, so I answered haha. 36. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? I don't know, that's also a subconcious thing. 37. Do you like the person who sent this to you? Well I took this from Caro, and I love Caro, so duh <3 38. Favorite drink? Grape Soda and Chocoooooooo! 39. Favorite sport? Don't have one. 40. Hair colour? Red with brownish blackish and blonde streaks. 41. Do you wear contacts? Nope. 42. Favorite food? Alfredo Pasta. 43. Last Movie? The Pink Panther, we're watching it in Film Studies haha. 44. Eye colour? Hazel. 45. Favorite day of the year? No idea. 46. Scary movies or happy endings? Both I guess. 47. Summer or Winter? Summer. 49. What is your favorite desert? I don't really have desert. 50. Who is most likely to respond? Respond to what? 51. Who is least likely to respond? I'm confused. 52. Where would you want to go on your next vacation? Vacations next week, and I'll be here, on my ass. Awesome. 53. what books are you reading? None at the moment. 54. What's on your mouse pad? I don't know what was on it originally, I drew all over it. 55. What did you watch last night on tv? I didn't watch t.v. 56. Favorite smell? Concert smells, you know the sweat and smoke and crap. I have no idea why I like that smell haha. 57. Rolling stones or the Beatles? Neither. 58. Do you believe in evolution or creation? Evolution. 59. What is the furthest you've been away from home? Uh, Florida.
Part 2.
1. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING? I'm not reading any books. 2. WHAT TIME IS IT NOW? 7:07 3. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? I already answered this question. 4. WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE BOARD GAME? I don't play board games. 5. FAVOURITE MAGAZINE? I don't really read magazines. 6. BABIES? What about them? 7. FAVOURITE SOUND? Don't know. 9. FIRST THING YOU THINK OF IN THE MORNING? Ew. 10. HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE? I usually let it ring, or let someone else pick it up. 11. FUTURE CHILD'S NAME: I don't know, I really like the name Holden. 2. FAVOURITE COLOUR? I've answered this question already also. 13. WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT IN YOUR LIFE? Alot of things are important. 14. FAVOURITE FOOD? We're getting repditive now. 15. IF YOU COULD PLAY AN INSTRUMENT, WHAT WOULD IT BE? Guitar. 16. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST ? Fuck no, I'm terrified of driving fast. 17. SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL? Nope. 18. STORMS - COOL OR SCARY? Cool. 19. WHAT TYPE WAS YOUR FIRST CAR? I don't have a car. 20. THE ONE PERSON FROM YOUR PAST YOU WISH YOU COULD GO BACK AND TALK TO? I don't know. 21. FAVOURITE ALCOHOLIC DRINKS? Alcohol is lame. 22. WHAT'S IN THE TRUNK OF YOUR CAR? I don't have a car goddamn it. 24. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB YOU WANTED WHAT WOULD IT BE? I don't know, I really wanna own a record label someday. 25. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND TO THIS? Um, everyone? 26. EVER BEEN IN LOVE? No. 27. IS THE GLASS HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL? Well, my glass is empty right now. 29. DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS? Nope. 30. WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED? Slippers. 31. What is your favourite number? 11. 32. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SPORT TO WATCH? I don't watch sports. 33. SAY AT LEAST ONE NICE THING ABOUT THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? No one sent this to me, I stole it, but Caro's rad but gives me bad mental images of the Joelary. 34. IF YOU COULD BUILD A HOUSE ANYWHERE WHERE WOULD IT BE? japan <--I agree with Caro on that one. 35. WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE ARTICLE OF CLOTHING? uh, I don't know. 36. BEACH, MOUNTAINS OR CITY? City. 37. TECHNOLOGY OR ART? Both. 38. COMEDY OR HORROR? Comdey, I don't o well with horrors. 39. FAVOURITE PHYSICAL FEATURE OF THE OPPOSITE SEX? I answered this question before too. 40. FAVOURITE TIME OF DAY? Night. 41. THE LAST CD YOU BOUGHT? Oh wow, umm.. I think I bought Hot Water Music/1208/Desendents/Agnostic Front and someone else that I can't remember. 43. WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE PLACE TO BE MASSAGED? I wouldn't know. 44. WHAT'S MOST IMPORTANT, STRONG IN MIND OR STRONG IN BODY? Mind. 45. WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? 6:00. 46. WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE KITCHEN ITEM? I'm sorry, but I don't pick one utensil over the other. 47.REALLY ANGRY? Not really. 48. WHICH DO YOU PREFER, SPORTS CAR OR 4x4? What the hell is 4X4? 49. DO YOU BELIEVE IN AFTERLIFE? I'm not sure. 50. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SEASON? Fall. 51. IF YOU COULD HAVE ONE SUPER POWER, WHAT WOULD IT BE? That's a tough one, I don't know. 52. IF YOU HAVE A TATTOO, WHAT IS IT? I don't have one yet. 53. CAN YOU JUGGLE? Last time I chcked judging kind of came along with every persons subconcious. 54. WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE DAY? Don't know. 55. WHICH DO YOU PREFER SUSHI OR HAMBURGER? Neither. 56. FROM THE PEOPLE YOU WILL EMAIL THIS TO, WHO'S MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND FIRST? E-mail? Say what? 57. WHO DID YOU RECEIVE THIS FROM? I stole it from Caro, for the millionth time. 58. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE CARTOON? I don't watch cartoons. 59. IF YOU COULD TAKE A VACATION ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD WHERE WOULD IT BE? Bahaha, I liked Caros answer, but um, I really wanna go to London. 60. Do you have any pets? Yeah, a dog and a cat.
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[Tue, Apr 12th, 05 @ 8:32pm] |
I had chinese for dinner tonight with Emilie, that was neat. And next week is April vacation, I can honestly say that is the only thing giving me motivation to get up in the morning and make it through this week, damn.
( This made me laugh like you wouldn't believe )
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| I just had a long talk with my mother.. |
[Sun, Apr 3rd, 05 @ 9:03pm] |
About my 'faith.' And it scared me shitless. I told her how I didn't believe that there's one 'God' that made the earth and all that jazz, and that I believe when you die you die, there's no other world or after life or anything like that. Than she told me that when my father died, she came home and looked at me and said 'Katie, I have to tell you something.' Keep in mind I was 4, and I looked at her and said 'My Daddy died.' She said she asked me how I knew and I told her 'He came and told me he had to leave Mommy' I cried. I'm crying now actually. That scares the crap out of me. And my mom proceeded to tell me tonight about how I'm so much like my dad that it scares me, just with my attitude, how I carry myself, how I eat, how I sleep. It's scaring me, alot. And now I can't stop crying. I'm like shaking.
And this is just to cheer me up:

<3
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[Sat, Apr 2nd, 05 @ 2:57pm] |
I barely update this thing. That's sad. Emo even. Yeah.
Can you tell I'm bored?

Ahahahahahahahahaha <3 Anyway, so I'm going to the RI date on the GC/SP tour, and maybe Kiss Concert. That means GC twice in one week? Noiceeee. And uh yeah. I have nothing to say because my life is very very boring. Suh-weet.
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[Sat, Mar 26th, 05 @ 9:44am] |
5.08.2005 | Indianapolis, IN @ Pepsi Coliseum (Tickets on sale TBA)
5.10.2005 | Cleveland, OH @ Tower City Amphitheater (Tickets onsale TBA)
5.11.2005 | Columbus, OH @ Promowest Pavillion (Tickets on sale TBA)
5.17.2005 | Portland, ME @ Cumblerland City Civic Center (Tickets on sale TBA)
5.18.2005 | Providence, RI @ Dunkin' Donuts Arena (Tickets on sale TBA)
5.23.2005 | Utica, NY @ Utica Auditorium (Tickets on sale TBA)
I think Imma be getting a ride to RI to see them. Ugh. I hope they release a Mass date next.
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[Tue, Mar 22nd, 05 @ 9:12pm] |
I got my permittt. And Mr Hughes took me to this like parking lot place and let me drive around and I was doing good actualy but than I went to turn, and I didn't turn wide enough and I went into a snow bank. Whoops. But I can back up in a straight line no problem. Noice.
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| Considering I'm already on a complaining kick... |
[Sun, Mar 20th, 05 @ 8:14pm] |
I figured I'd rant some more. You know what bothers me more than anything in the world? When people won't admit to liking something because it isn't cool, or because it could ruin their little image they've made up for themselves. Like what you like, and be mother fucking proud of it, and stop hiding it. I can't stand when people do that. Because really, if you do things like that, and run around calling other people posers, aren't you the true poser? Pretending to not like something you really do like? That's just not being true to yourself.
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| I'm getting frustrated. |
[Sun, Mar 20th, 05 @ 5:29pm] |
With Good Charlotte actually, this is the first time in History I'm going to sit here and complain about them, so mark it on the calendar. I'm so sick of their comments about the U.S right now, especially when Paul called us all teenies in that one German interview. I was like 'dude, what the hell?' I know that it was translated so it could have been translated a little off, but it still bothered me, alot. And than in another German interview, Benji said something like 'There are more girls at shows in the U.S than guys, and alot of boys like us here, so why do you think we like it here?' I was like 'What the hell? So just because I'm a girl fan and I live in the U.S, I'm a pointless fan and you don't give shits about us?' I know it's true, so don't get on my case about that, but it still made me feel like shit, it made it seem like just because I'm a girl fan, and that I'm only 16, I'm automatically a teenie after them because of looks, and that I don't really like the music or the band. It really really bothered me. Also, I know Joel didn't mean for what he said to come off this way at all, but in his blog when he went on about how he's afraid some kids getting into Green Day don't know the old stuff, and that we need to go buy them, it just really pissed me off. It's like they think every single Good Charlotte fan, who happens to be younger, is fucking retarded and doesn't know shit about music. I don't even LIKE Green Day and I know every album they have. It's just as if they think we all like them because of MTV and shit, and if your under the age of 17, your automatically pinned with not liking good music by them. When I met Chris and told him I was waiting for Rancids set, he stood there and laughed at me saying 'No your not, don't lie.' It's like 'What.The.Fuck, I may be only 16, but I DO know music, and I DO like Rancid.'
I'm so frustrated and pissed off right now, that all I can do is rant and not make much sense. I'm getting that whole feeling where you can't comprehend anything correctly and you just want to sit and cry your so frustrated.
Don't get me wrong, I still LOVE this band, more than anything, but I needed to complain.
^I copied that from a thread I made on the message board, so that's why it sounds a little off. I still love that band, more than life itself, but I'm just getting really frustrated, and easily hurt. I blame my period that's been here for over a week.
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